March 26th, 2002

i'm ready for my close up mr demille


i wish i felt compelled to do great things rather than things that others find trivial.... compulsion is a finnicky beast... i guess i should be blessed that my compulsions are not obsessive.... or that i'm not compelled to do destructive things....

but feeling compelled to do so little makes me feel disappointing to people around me....
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